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How starts "not my day"?

Basically as usual - you wake up and realise that you don't want to sleep anymore but even less you want to stand up and meet reality, and not at all go to work. One things can be acceptable - disappear and be born a totally new person - new body, new mind, new past and futures.
Than you try to make some pictures (in case it helped before) and what you discover? Correct - your camera is dead. Afterwards you figure out that shower ( usually a good supply of energy) is also helpless . And exactly under water you feel sick. Suddenly you are repelled by everything you had, made or loved before. And you have no wish. Not even a smallest one.
Somehow you realise how lonely you are. And of course you start to laugh from your own banal thought. Being alone never disturbed you before, if not say - you did enjoyed it. And now -you are just fed up with yourself...
Hmm what a mess! "I" am kind of "oldest and best friend of mien". So , if I lose me- what will stay?


( 6 comments — Leave a comment )
Feb. 2nd, 2005 06:04 am (UTC)
не по нашем чото...
Feb. 2nd, 2005 06:28 am (UTC)
это новый модный язык (я тоже ничего не поняла)
Feb. 2nd, 2005 06:28 am (UTC)
ээээ.... photoshooting today?
Feb. 2nd, 2005 06:35 am (UTC)
стрелять нечем -камера наеб..
Feb. 2nd, 2005 06:44 am (UTC)
может просто от влажности отказала? моя так делала - высохла - всё в порядке.
если хочешь - я тебе свою дам, всё равно моделью буду.
если хочешь - просто приходи.
если хочешь - я убью соседей, что мешают спать.
не грусти, мать :)
Feb. 7th, 2005 01:06 am (UTC)
Well, you will never lost it :)
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